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Monday, December 31, 2012

2012

This year has been a motherfucking roller coaster.

I wish I could say that I've been enjoying this year... but hell now. Hell to the no.

2012 has threw me with tons of setbacks. I've also made major decisions this year and went through loads and loads of shit. Shit that I never expected myself to go through, in fact. I read back on the post I wrote on 01/01/12 regarding my NY resolutions for 2012, let's see if any of them are actually fulfilled?

"1) My studies to get back on track. It has been getting terribly off-track lately."
Hmm, I can say I've been working on it at the very least ;)

"2) EV to huat ah!"
Lucky for me, I can say this should be partially fulfilled as well. EV did went through a lot of progress ^^ We'll be turning 2 this coming February!

"3) Me and B to spend 2012-2013 countdown together too! <3"
Haha. Maybe?

"4) My parents, friends and loved ones to stay healthy and happy. :)"
This isn't up for me to decide or know but I hope they did! :)

"5) Happiness for myself. :) This is subjective, but, oh well."
Hmm, can I say this is fulfilled yet not really?

I don't know why, but it was probably safe to say I was happier back in 2011. Much more carefree. Less worried about the world and definitely no relationship issues.


January 2012:
Seems fairly smooth-sailing according to my memories and blog archives, since no particular/major incident stemmed out from either avenues. Almost seemed like a good start to the year yeah?

February 2012:
Shit started to happen. An important friend of mine decided that it probably wasn't a worthy idea to stay in my life anymore. Till this date, I still have zero idea as to what happened. I mean, I tried to ask and attempted to make amendments for whatever wrongdoings I've done but if she doesn't wants to stay anymore, there's nothing much I can do, isn't it? I still wish her all the best in whatever she's doing and hoping that she is stronger than ever.

March 2012:
Loads of things happened in this month, and I meant this in a really bad way. Went through my first major break-up with A. I was such a wreck. Thinking back, damn, I am so glad I grew up from the mess I was. Contemplating suicide, entertaining the most depressing and nonsensical thoughts, because for a moment there, I thought everybody left me. I have even dashed across the road a few times, thinking that death was the only escape. I was so wrong, so so so fucking wrong. Made the almost life-changing decision to change my course as well.

Bye bye Media and Communication!

April 2012:
Hello Visual Communication and Media Design! At first, it was really hard for me to adjust to the new environment. After a year of being in CASS, it was really uncomfortable for me to be in SD (School of Design) and I'd miss the environment and people of CASS occassionally. But luckily for me, the people there were generally really nice :> My common foundation classmates were incredibly nice people to be with around as well :3

At some point in time, me and A got back together too.

May-June 2012:
Mainly school, school, and more school. By then, I have survived Common Foundation. Ten points for Shermindor!

July 2012:
1st Year Anniversary with the boy, A.

August 2012:
School, school, school. Design School robs people of their lives tbh.

September 2012:
One of the fucking best holidays ever.

My eighteenth birthday! Spent my birthday weekends at Marina Bay Sands Hotel. It was good on the most part, except that I got my period on the first day itself. Therefore, I was very cranky/mood-swinging like mad and I couldn't enjoy the Infinity pool. :( My apologies to those that I've pissed off due to my emotional self on those few days! A big thank-you to all of those who attended my birthday's celebrations and many thanks for the lovely presents that was received as well! :3

A also threw a surprise party for me on my actual birthday itself. Many thanks and kudos to him as well for making my eighteenth birthday more lovelier than ever despite being a sick soul on the day itself.

Amazing Mid-Autumn festival celebration with him as well.

October 2012:
Went to Bintan on the 1st-4th with my coursemates. A very refreshing and enriching experience! My first time overseas in my 18 years of existence as well HAHAHA.

And.... we broke up for real this time.

November 2012:
Spent immersing myself fully into school. It proved to be highly effective - or so the grades reflect. Hoping to keep up those standards and striving to improve on my works, but my lazy bones seem to be getting the best of me again. :( As of the previous term, my worst grade was a B, and it was for a 2 credits module. So again, another ten points for Shermindor! (Hahaha I'm entertaining myself so badly with that)

School was a lot better than before, considering I am now working on my niche areas/areas of interest as compared to the Common Foundation semester.

December 2012:
It's finally da fucking holidays! Loads of shit to deal with in this holidays, considering I've about 7 assignments due straight after this holidays? How is that.... holidays for us? Goddammit.

Anyway, in this month alone, I've gotten myself into quite a bit of trouble with the folks at home, considering how I've been breaking my curfews... clubbing, as well as getting myself wasted. Aite, no more for that for a very long time, I promise. My apologies to my parents for making them worry about me whenever I get out of hand :( I have not been working on both my schoolwork and EV during the last week so I feel immensely guilty for that. :( I am working on them right now as we speak!

Celebrated the last day of 2012 with A and his friends at Swee Choon.... and I've found my new favourite dish at Swee Choon! NO, IT IS NOT THE CUSTARD BUN. Although Swee Choon is known for their custard bun but... my favourite dish is the GLORIOUS FRIED TOFU, DUSTED WITH PORK FLOSS AND SPICES ON TOP. I think Tofu can be charted as my 3rd favourite food after Potatoes and Egg now.

I'd say I ended 2012 on a very... ordinary yet extraordinary way.

I do have a few wishes/resolutions for 2013, although they sound the same practically every other year, but... here goes:

1) For me to be as consistent as ever in my schoolwork, and may the God of Inspiration comes knocking on my door ever-so-frequently to keep my creative juices going - I have been going through loads of mental blocks/artist's blocks lately. Not good.

2) For my Mama and Papa to remain as caring as ever, and of course, I need to learn to control and rein in my temper and not get into conflicts as frequently as before with them. I also wish for them to stay as healthy as ever, for they're the only ones truly indispensable to me in this world.

3) Hoping for the best for all of my loved ones/friends. For them to stay as lovely and healthy as ever.

4) For EV to progress smoothly, and of course, for me to improve on the operations and customer service.

5) Last but not least, for me to let it go. I used to have faith that we could retrieve back what we've got - but we never can, and we probably never will.

I made a wish yesterday night. None of the wishes I made were in regards to the fact that I wanted us to get back together, but I did made one wish concerning you.

I wished for you to meet a lovelier girl than me. I wished for you to erase the bad memories of the previous relationship a.k.a us when you are with her. I wished for her to be able to take care of you in the way I couldn't. I wished for her to be less flawed than I am. I wished for her to be stronger than I am. I wished for her to be less childish. I wished for her to be the independent and free girl that you always wanted your girl to be. I wished for her to be able to love you better than I could. Last but not least, I wished that you'd be able to love her better than you loved me. Please treat her right and never lose her again. I wished all my happiness and blessings for you. Truly.

On the other hand, I wished for liberation myself. For me to have the ability to truly let it go.
I've stopped crying for a long time now, and I believe I can do it for an even longer time.

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I should probably do this though:



Wednesday, December 19, 2012

I will be.




I'll be alright.

(Psst, Comme Des Fuckdown beanie will be launched in the next collection ^^)

Monday, December 17, 2012

“Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.”

I wished you'd have called. I gave you a sign. A sign that I needed help.

I wish you could run down the street after me yesterday night, to tell me things I wanted to hear.

I wished I did not have to spend 2 hours breaking down in public and crying yesterday night.

I wished that you could have saved me yesterday. Is it a case of 'inconvenience' or a case of not wishing to get my hopes up? Either way, it hurts like fuck.

I wished both you and I could love each other in a raw and unguarded way. But... we can't.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Letting go.

It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something, or someone, the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain. Damn, there’s nothing like that, is there? I’ve been there and you have too. You’re nodding your head.

- Henry Rollins

The pain never faded.
Not at all.
I just really learn how to manage it better, or did I?
Hah.

Monday, December 10, 2012

Coming soon...

I hope you guys like what you see because these are the items coming soon to the 1st collection of 2013. Some great plans coming up next.

Comme des Fuckdown Beanie, Bart Simpson Pullover, Forever21 Crochet Sling Bag, A.Wang Inspired Satchel, Daisies Pullover, DM Inspired Velvet 8-Eye Boots. These aren't all that you're gonna see I swearrrr the next collection is gonna be jampacked with so many goodies.

I'm eggcited for them to arrive at my doorstep. I hope you are too :3

Fight.

All I ever wanted was for somebody to fight for me.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Sentimental, semi-mental.


I am not particularly sad right now.
However, I'm not particularly happy either.

It almost looks as if it is a facade that I'm putting up, that I am laughing and smiling as per usual.

Yet, it is also the truth.

I am not faking those emotions. When I am laughing and smiling, I am truly happy. Truly glad, truly excited, etc. But it's kinda like a... momentary thing. When the excitement dies down and the happy moments run out, I am back to the brooding self. I walk away from the crowd. I want to be alone. I want to be alone with my thoughts.

I try to occupy myself and thoughts with something else. I do, for a moment right there, and again, those happy/positive thoughts disappear.

On the other hand, I'm not filling my mind with negative nor unhappy thoughts either. They're not deadly, they're not toxic.

Sometimes, I do drive myself mental.
Perhaps, it's time to stop being so sentimental?

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I don't wish to tell a lot of people about my thoughts anymore.
Some will listen, but some plainly hear.

Sunday, October 14, 2012

If only.

If only.


For the many times I've cried, broken down, and have a complete mental breakdown, if only you could caress my cheeks, cup my face in your hands and give me the "It's okay, baby, hush up" stare, I'd probably stop crying immediately.

That is, if only.

Friday, October 12, 2012

Bintan.



A visual compilation of Bintan trip with my course mates!
1st October - 4th October 2012
(Actually, it's mostly taken on the first day... because I'm a lazy asshole who got tired of bringing the DSLR camera afterwards)

Headed there with the rest of the DVMD peeps, with the purpose of "bonding" us together. Well, am glad to say that it has served its purpose then! :>

It was my first time overseas in more than 10 years! The last time I went overseas, was when I was 4 and the destination was Genting haha. Please hold your laughter there. Needless to say, I was terrified because I didn't know whether I've any unknown allergy/motion sickness/sea sickness (we took the ferry from SG to Bintan!), but luckily for me, everything went incredibly smoothly! So much for being a worrywart.

The camp was half educational/assignments, and half adventure & fun! Tried out a lot of height/land and sea elements such as Flying Fox, Skywalking, Kayaking and Boomnetting. I hereby conclude that I should never kayak again though. On the other hand, Flying Fox and Boomnetting was incredibly fun :B

We spent a night at Ghost Island (Pulau Hantu) for 'survival camp' purposes on one of the nights but it wasn't as scary as I thought, so meh, no exciting/horror stories to share here.

That's all for nowwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Back to assignments; editting photos, compiling/making a coffee table book, and sketches.

All due very soon and I'm determined to work hard(er) this semester :) My GPA ought to be above 3.0 this time!

(Steal any of the photos above and you shall die. But I believe all of you are angels who believes in copyright heh heh :B)

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Psst, EV's new goodies/stocks just arrived in time for the next photoshoot and I'm absolutely in love with the upcoming collection! NO KIDDING OKAY. Everything is so damn yummy I can die. Think leather, daisies, aztec, studs, kitties, dip-dye, sugar skulls, crosses and more. 

Mmmmm, dayummmmmmm. I'll post up sneak peeks as soon as I can but... school is starting soon. Boohoo. :(

Oh, and if you haven't shopped at the recent collection yet... you probably should.
Everything is almost sold out! :3




Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Le 18th birthday!

So, I just turned 18.
I can tell you about what have changed since I turned 18: Nothing.

The moment the clock strikes midnight on 24th Sept, I was hugging my unicorn soft toy (a gift from my friends!) and using my Macbook. That's it. That was how badass I am. No clubbing, no smoking, no drinking (Okay, scratch that, I just drank tonight haha) and no M18 movies.

Because I'm a bad-ass.

Anyhoo, I had a birthday 'staycation' at MBS for 3D2N during the weekends! Courtesy of my Aunt, who happens to be a VIP of MBS and managed to get us a room despite the F1 madness! Initially, I was told that access to the Infinity Pool was denied due to overwhelming number of occupants but it turned out to be a big misunderstanding caused by my mom (-_-) So sorry to disappoint those who came!

I myself was unable to go to the Infinity Pool anyway, since the period fairy had to grant me with menses on the first day itself. Oh wait, is that TMI? Maybe I'll try to go up there next year. Hmm.

Here's some visuals!

21st - 23rd September
(Marina Bay Sands)

Random illustration/doodle I did during the day! Inspired by another Tumblr illustration but obviously, mine was a... very big difference from the original piece.

What I've packed for the hotel stay! 
Love & Peace studded top and Daisy Velvet Playsuit will be up on EV soon! Another pair of aztec embriodery pants (inspired by Topshop) will be up as well!
Jeffrey Campbell's Coltranes that have accompanied my tiny little feet throughout the entire stay! 
Much thanks to A for gifting this to me. <3 <3 <3 Though I promised to pay him half as soon as I can.
Until then, he still gets the bragging rights.

Le new hair again heh - temporarily curled hot pink dip-dye! Am actually considering to get a permanent curl/perm... n_n
Pastel Aztec Blazer x Love & Peace Studded Crop Top
Also coming soon to EV!

Other related visuals from MBS

(Stealing the better/HQ pictures from Sica hehe! Credits to helloteas.blogspot.com! :D)

P/S: I looked very horrible in pictures and I almost refused to take any pictures as I had TWO eye infections in both eyes. :( That also meant no make-up, no concealer, nothing. So I look very tired all the time :(

I wanna say a huge thank-you to all those who have came down for my birthday celebration! :) You guys are really lovely! The presents and messages that I received were really heartwarming. <3

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So... on my actual birthday (24/09) itself, it was rather boring in the day as I slept half the day away, much thanks to my eccentric sleeping pattern :(

A told me he fell sick so I told him that he should cancel all plans he has prepared for me (Hahaha...)

I decided to drop by his place to visit him after I was done with some EV errands! It turned out that my friends were all camping at his place waiting to surprise me hehe! To think that I still took my own time to shop for new EV stocks and collection of Backorders... I kept them waiting for so long :x 

Well, A was indeed sick in the end even though the plan was to feign his illness to surprise me.
Get well soon baby! 

So, after the surprise, it was to head below his Condo and have a BBQ ^o^

24th September
(My actual birthdate)

RIP Unicorn Pinata.
D.O.B unknown - 24th September 2012. It's unfortunate that my birthday has tragically became your death anniversary. May God bless the baby potatoes that are your offspring.
Moving on...
24.09: Aztec x Watercolour Swallows! 
Aztec Bandeau Dress coming soon to EV n_n

Mine and Becks's #ootds


Pictures credits from everywhere (mainly Karen, Becks, Steffi and Arynah heh heh)! I've been stealing off pictures on Instagram heh heh much thanks to all who took pictures because I was too darn lazy to take any... although some shots taken on my birthday are blackmailing-worthy. Sigh, let's just blame my unphotogenic face.

My deepest, and utmost thanks to all who've turned up for either/both parties/celebrations! 

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In no particular order: Mike, Yvonne, Sica & ZF, Jessica & Raynor, Fighters (Jam, Emma, Des, Cyn, Lynn), Sofia, Venessa, Aki, Ling & Hervy, Liyi, Karen, Steffi, Arynah, Amanda, Zai Liang, Hari, Syark, Filzah, Jiayu, Hazel, Gill, Raymond, Carel, Geisel, Gwen, Becks, Daryl. 

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Additional thanks, loves and brownie points for Liyi, Karen, Aki, Steffi, Arynah, Daryl and Becks for being there at the surprise party n_n

I've received a few birthday gifts/messages that truly touched my heart. <3 Reading sweet and inspirational messages really keep me going. 

Greatest thanks, of course, goes to my boyfriend, Alvin Tan ♡♡♡, who has went all out to surprise me on my birthday despite feeling really ill, writing me another amazing song, keeping me company and putting up with my tamtrums (well, my period was getting into the way + my moods were fluctuating like mad), helping to socialize between different group of friends, breaking down the awkwardness, barbecuing amazing food. All that despite feeling unwell, YOU TOUGHHHHHHHH BABY YOU (aha see I called you tough!), WO AI SI NI. MUAX ♡

He has made it so tough for me to plan an equally amazing 20th birthday party for him next year :(

I love you guys, thanks for making my 18th one of the most splendid birthday celebrations I've ever had.
♡♡♡

On a sidenote, Happy Birthday Mommy (: ♡
Cheers to being the most annoying, over-protective yet caring mother on Earth.
(For those who're unaware, my Mommy's birthday is just a day after mine!)

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Count your blessings .

Haven't been in the best of moods lately.

Received my results... I don't know what to feel about it. I got above my expectations, but I'd really love to score above 3.0... but I guess this is reality for me. I can only learn from my lessons, and work harder for the upcoming semester. I'm very thankful that my parents are surprisingly okay with this subpar GPA, as they knew I've tried my best.

Nothing seems to be going right lately.
EV's sales are dipping so bad, I barely had any orders in the most recent launch. I am hoping the next launch would pull things up. This is making me hesitate on purchasing the next batch of goods for upcoming collections... My goal to reach $xxxxx in the business seems to be dimming by the day...

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I realized I haven't actually done this before but i'd really like to count my blessings and thank the people in my life.

There's so many blessings everywhere.

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First of all, A, my wonderful boyfriend who has been terribly sweet to me for the past 14-going-on-15 months (these days, at least haha) of us being together.  He has been the best of help regarding my birthday party preparations - getting people to confirm on their attendance, trying to help me out with the planning, offering to get the decorations.

Additionally, he divulged that another surprise birthday party would be held on my actual birthdate. I don't know about the details but he promised it'd be good. So I know it'd be great. :)

Accommodating me to places to satisfy my gluttony tummy. Specially bringing down my favourite food (Mac 'n Cheese from Fat Boys & Plain Vanilla cupcakes) to my doorstep whenever he knows I'm busy dealing with EV's shit, even though it is to his utmost inconveniences.

Also, using his chef-like abilities to cook me some whooping good meals. Mac & Cheese plus sandwiches. :3 Taking care of me whenever I've minor illnesses and trying to stay awake till as late as he can (even though he's a early bird and I'm a nocturnal owl). For holding me, my tiny fingers and telling me everything is okay, to hang on, even when they're not particularly so.

Most of all, for tolerating with my very very very very bad mood swings these days due to pressure sources coming from all over. I know I might come across as not being appreciative of your actions these days, but I am. I truly am, and I love you.

I am just overwhelmed with everything, with my mind and thoughts clouded with uncertainty.

We've our fair share of nasty times. We fight, we shout, we yell the fuck out at each other. We even went through a major break-up at one point. I get disappointed, you get frustrated, we fight really bad.

But we always find a way back to each other.

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Of course, my lovely parents. Once again, there's always a few dim-witted moments in our conversations, and that leads to a short-fused and strained relationship between me and my parents.

But I'm very very very thankful that they're here.

For always checking that I've enough money in my wallet, for checking whether I'm healthy, fit, and having enough food in my tummy. For being protective (though, severely so) of me and my well-being.

They're really adorable in the ways they want to make my 18th birthday a splendid and grand one. Offering to buy me the new 650D and Prada wallet even though I've only casually said so a few weeks back that I wanted those. (but I declined their offers, since I'd rather work for them myself as far as possible :D).

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Also, my bunch of friends. Very lovely people. I'm a people of a few friends. But I'd really like to thank these particularly group of people who are/have been here for me:

1) Ling - My squishy little tofu who loves her Xiao Rou Rou boyfriend oh-so-much (HAHAHA exposing all your dirty secrets)

2) GRS + Sica - My babygirls - Am glad we're still as tight as ever, even though all of us are in different schools now. :'( Miss the days when we were all at DMC.

3) My terribitches (Jiayu, Gillian & Hazel) from SD. We really worked and played hard through the previous semester. Staying up late to finish our work, going crazy over assignments... Even though we're all splitting ways as we enter the Diploma courses, I'm gonna miss them a lot :( Also, the funny bitchy moments, ah...

4) FIGHTERS-SAEYO - We haven't met up much these days due to craziness of each other's schedules (particularly mine nowadays :x) but they're really lovely and always here for me whenever I need to let out some private rants.

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Last but not least, my brother (SURPRISINGLY). He has been staying at the NTU hostel these days, and as shocking as this sounds, I do miss him quite a bit. My brother has always been a recluse since young. Seldom talks, barely speaks a word or two. When we do converse, we almost fight 80% of the time. But, that was all in the past... thankfully.

He started to open up in recent years and decide to be nicer to me. And of course, it was a mutual thing.

I've been telling him my problems lately (whenever he's back home) and he'd often give logical solutions and advices to my problems. Teaching me how to handle them. The best part is, he wouldn't bother to sugarcoat his words, so his advices are as real as it's gonna get.

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It's 2.52am, and I'm learning more about counting my blessings.

My life isn't perfect, it never will be. But there's so many lovely people in my life, so there's no reason for me to get severely upset at a few down moments.

On a random note, beach date with A tomorrow! (:


Saturday, September 15, 2012

It's time for me to be shameless...

Yes, it's that time of the year again.
That time of the year for me to become shameless as fuck and post up a birthday wishlist.

This year is supposedly extra special, because I'm turning 18! Legal baby.... except that I still won't club/smoke/etc. I only drink socially anyway haha.

Although I think nobody would be sane enough to buy me anything on this list, but hey, doesn't hurt to put it on here right? Could also strive as goals for me to save up the $$ for!


1) Prada Saffiano Leather Wallet in Nero
HEY, A GIRL CAN DREAM RIGHT?

Reasons to justify this:
1) My River Island wallet of 2.5 years (you've served me well, my little friend) has a severe zipper problem now. :( My trusty little buddy has to go into retirement soon.
2) Why Prada? Because it's Prada. 
And pretty.

That said, if I do get this either by splurging on it as a birthday gift to myself, or as a gift from someone else, I'd be insanely paranoid each time I go out. I have a tendency to lose things easily and losing a Prada wallet would probably drive me to the state of extreme paranoia.


2) CANON 650D

Okay, I know I already have the 550D, so this is more of a want/lust, rather than a need. 
IT HAS A TOUCHSCREEN AUTO-FOCUS AND A SWIVEL SCREEN (great for camwhoring, me thinks) with loads more advanced functions as compared to 550D!

Reasons to justify this:
1) I am a girl, and therefore I camwhore.
2) I could try to psycho the parents by saying that it is for academic purposes. As if they'll believe me though, but hey, it's worth giving it a shot!

Or I could get a new macro lens. Hehe.



3) PINKKKKKKKKK TYPEWRITER 
Hehe.


So cute.
So pretty.
So ~hipster~
I could probably need some typewriter ribbons to go along with these though. I am not planning to let them stay as decorative pieces, though they do look insanely cute as one.

Reasons to justify this:
SO. DAMN. CUTE.
&
SO. DAMN. EXPENSIVE.
At $595USD oh my lord.

4) 3D Birthday cake/Birthday cupcakes

I've always wanted one. 
But now that I think of it, I don't have any idea what kind of design(s) I'd want on the cake.
So... maybe not afterall HAHAH.

Maybe I'll bake for myself :'D

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The above list was purely part of my superficial wants; meaning I could actually do without them, actually hehe)

But well, actually, now for the more practical wishes that I'd like to make/propose for my birthday:

1) For people to turn up at my 3D2N birthday party over @ MBS. 
Hopefully I won't have to stay there alone :'(

2) FOR MY GPA TO BE FAIRLY DECENT 
At least a 2.5, please, but oh well, I am just wishing for the best, but expecting the least. If I am not wrong, the GPA/results will be released on the 18th... I'm so scared :( What if I get depression after receiving my grades LOL

3) EV TO HUAT AH!!!!
I have been improving on the service and I'm packing/mailing almost daily, same with the e-mail replies! With holidays, come free time, and a better EV :) I'm launching a few collections soon as well, please sarpork! I hope I can maintain this even when school starts again :( 

I'm launching 2 more collections in the upcoming weeks so hopefully things would stay good! :)

4) For my parents, baby A, my friends, and me to be healthy and happy. :) This is actually the most important wish of them all. As long as they're happy and healthy, I'm happy too :) Yay!